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Part Eight:
As you know, we both have had N.D.E.'s and it is real difficult to integrate the immeasurable amounts of
knowledge we "witnessed" . 1 Corinthians 13:12, "For now we see through a glass darkly; but then face to
face: now I know in part; but then shall I know even as also I am known." We both sense that Paul also
had N.D.E.'s, for how would he have the knowledge of knowing the differences between the dark, shrouded
"knowing" here, in comparison to seeing face to face. He saw the Lord face to face here for a moment and
was blinded, Then he removed himself for twelve years to saturate himself in the scriptures. During the
numerous stonings, he 'died' and came back. He basically said "folk's I'm just here for you, I could go
anytime I want." Paul saw a difference in his N.D.E.'s that when face to face on the other side you are filled
with every possible facet of everything you could ever dream of knowing in less than a heartbeat. Anyhow,
back to these thoughts. I will try to make sense here as best as I possibly can, everything that is here on
this Earth(physical, material, etc...) has been first in spirit; "on Earth AS it is in Heaven." Blessings are
birthed first in the spirit, then are manifest (birthed) here . Our spirits were first birthed in Heaven. We
proceed out of the mouth of our Father, our very being, was first a thought of God's. Awesome!! Then our
spirit joins up with the "spiritual mansion" He has 'knitted" together for us in our mother's womb. When we
outlive this earthly "mansion" our spirit cannot "go out void" we enter (possibly) our heavenly garment
and/or dwell within the "heavenly mansion" prepared for us. We can definitely "clear the air " of thought
forms or energy imprints left behind from the past. I use a visualization technique (sounds insane) but I
send a white tornado through our home and "cleanse the place from top to bottom". It really does "scrub
the place clean". Then I ask for an infilling of the Holy Spirit to seal the work. In all things, putting love into
all that your hands touch, does make it prosperous. A thought comes from when Jesus spoke to
Nicodemus, that we should gain an understanding of this world and how it works and then we will be
empowered to understand the heavenly things. After my N.D.E. I was travelling down a road near O'Hare
airport and I saw many beams of light in the distance above a residential area and asked the Lord what
they were. "Prayers" was His reply. Isn't that incredible!!. I saw the substance of things hoped for, I saw
faith in action. The revelations of God are always amazing, and I feel as though I could write book after
book on the many I have witnessed.
Jesus - He is without a doubt, our Savior. Allow me to define this further. As with anyone who saves
another's life from a 'hellish death'...Jesus saved us. As LOVE, in it's perfected definition, would always
do...and in agreement with the Father...we were given a second chance to undo our fears of God, and to do
so here on earth. Those fears due to misconceptions and literal lies. We believe this is one of the reasons
the accounts of NDE's are multiplying...and we believe they will multiply more so...giving evidence to this
great LOVE the Father has for us all. I must add that each NDE is personal...proving one has truly gone to
the "other side" is without a doubt impossible. However, the multiplying of NDE's and with the greatest
majority claiming LOVE itself, and like no other, is what is always primary, and without a doubt. And this
gives great evidence of the Father's LOVE, and also, of the levels which are on the other side. We both fell
in love with Jesus...that bond is solid. He taught us that we should have no fear of our Father...our Father,
whom our souls had cried out for all our lives here on earth! Whose shoes Jesus cannot fill! Whose love
has been so blasphemed...religion has degraded our Father...our God...beneath man's. Our Father is
accused falsely of doing what father's on earth would not even think of doing to their own beloved
children...and would we in darkness be even equal to God?...let alone be above Him??? How is it that a
man could call these things love to his children and if he did what he accuses God, Our Wondrous Father,
of doing...would he not call these very things abusive hatred? Crimes? Deserving of imprisonment? Jesus
who showed us the Father, being our Savior took on value that is immeasurable to us. Is he to be
worshipped? His purpose was clear to return the hearts of the children to the Father. We both have said
numerous times that our daughter Saved us. We have no doubt she was pre-ordained to remind us of the
lessons we were given on the other side and to help us undo many things holding us in bondage from
those lessons. We're personally crazy about her, too. But worship? She would be appalled. Jesus would
be also. Many save us through our lives...for many different needs...and our love is bound greater through
this always. But again we do not worship others. Jesus was in agreement with the Father...to bring us
back to our most tenderhearted, gentle, loving Father! Come boldly...not because one needs courage to
face the Father...but that religion has so deceived us into fear of Him. I have one and one only first &
foremost desire upon entering the other side again...to run and take a flying leap into My Father's arms and
boldly so, regardless of what anyone else might think of this! So are you correct in what your thoughts are
concerning worshipping Jesus?? I have no doubt! It just may have something to do with why I went from
Jesus' arms and landed with a thud into the 'throne room'! (6wings)
Why, I, (6wings2) had seen first hand that the Father was 'afar off' and I had one thing, as confused as I
was figured out...I didn't fall on my knees to Jesus! I knew he had the keys to my needs...the door...not the
ROOM! That's an awesome older brother! One who is the truest friend! I grew up believing Jesus was God
and through the Holy Trinity we are judged, juried, executed and sent to hell or purgatory, if we were lucky.
Catholicism to the max. It was a mortal sin to miss one mass on Sunday even if you were sick. I had so
many lies and false representations drilled into me that I couldn't contain living water. I have since learned
to "think" for myself and am encouraged to do so, in place of the "don't think" "if you had brains you would
be dangerous" mentalities from the priests and nuns who instructed me (nine years of catholic schooling)
and my family at the time. We were even discouraged from reading the bible for ourselves. They would
"tell" us what to believe and what not to. I have come to the understanding that Jesus is my "Big Brother",
friend and confidant, my instructor, my lawyer, psychiatrist and savior. To be worshipped; I think not. To
be praised and thanked, yes! Like the star quarterback helping the "team" reach the goal line...hurray,
Jesus!!! For filling me with hope when all I see is despair...hurray, and thanks, Jesus!!! For leading me
towards the love of my Father God...hip, hip, hurray and thanks to Jesus... amen!!! He is as He says -- He
is and who He says "I Am" is. He is a son as we all are God's sons. He is firstborn though, and carries
the responsibility of this 'Age'. There is a great responsibility given to the firstborn of any "family" and in
most cases has to do with leading (Shepherd) the rest of the "children" and sharing in their formation within
the "family". Being a shepherd does not give absolute proof of being the "owner" of a flock. But a wise
owner of a flock would be prudent in choosing who would care for his flock. These same truths are in the
scriptures. We both are so grateful for our NDE's...we have received the chance, to undo our fear and
doubts, while yet still here in this earth realm, instead of staying in the level we would have had to stay in,
if we were not allowed to return. The life reviews, however they are revealed, are not the sole experience of
all the levels of the hells. Our NDE's allowed us to escape that which we were destined for. Those levels
contain the agony of our own conditions, and that, mainly, the fear of God, which separates us from His
great love that fulfills all law. The time spent in those agonies, (and we should capitalize that word) is not
eternal, but, we have already expressed that in only a moment of viewing ourselves, was horrible. My
husband & I both have spoken to each other many times...how it was, and is, worse than, what religion
says hell is. Here is how. If one was under the belief, after having died, that they were stuck in this one
room hell, for eternity, with atrocities upon atrocities being committed upon them...it wouldn't take long to
engage in the self-same behavior, soon forgetting anything of goodness. After all, no one has any chance
out of it. But when in a Hell that one is aware of, inclusive of progressing out of, and eventually, into the
highest places in the heavenlies, (and this is so on the other side) is actually more hellish than 'religion's
hell'. For one may be chained to a wall, and be hungry, with food just out of reach, and knowing that there
is an answer to his dilemma. But in the other (religion's hell) without any offering or sight of, or hope of
food, one's hunger is filled by the only offering that is there, and readily available. Much like cannibalism.
(6wings2 - as I saw the light of God afar off...knowing at that moment, my separation, and the agony of
this...and that separation was fully known...the worst was, that, I would spend a prison sentence, without
specified time, before I could enter the valley...the court yard before the door, and knowing this, because,
of my fear of God's love) (6wings - I went to the Father, and this is most important...not because I went
forward to an altar call...nor any other work I had done...but I had been praying for months and months,
concerning the contradictions I saw in the scriptures, and could not shake my heart, or mind from them...of
the fear of God. Over these months, my prayers were reduced to,"Please, reveal to me, the love of the
Father." "Please, I desire this love." This is why, I know, I entered in to his presence upon dying). Religion
speaks of hell. One shot...one place for all. Seeing one's own self, in the purest of truth, as God sees us,
is traumatic beyond description (6wings2 - upon this revelation my hair stood up on end as if having stuck
my finger in an electrical outlet, and as I have said, even the very ground that I was on, was terrifying).
Religion, as long as we place ourselves under it's doctrines & personal desires, leads us to believe that we
will escape all this, and full sail, right into one specific heavenly environment. Or, one hellish environment.
Why then aren't these same believers of this doctrine, not also petitioning the states for one level of prison
sentence and environment, for all crimes committed in this nation? The bread thief and serial killer, should
they not be bunkmates according to this doctrine, each serving life sentences for their crimes? Or is Earth
safer, and more Godly, than the heavenlies? Governed by more compassionate men than God is?
We know that our testimony, which we have experienced, cannot be proven to be true...in that...we truly
were 'there.' This is not our purpose in writing of these experiences...to prove our experiences. It is our
hope that we have provoked thoughts on subjects, that we ourselves have questioned in times past, but
found ourselves repressed with. Most importantly, we hope that all who read this will not fear our loving
Father, and to make your continuous prayer... that His Love would be shed abroad in your hearts...if
nothing else is to be believed.
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